This is a big fat whining post so beware. I normally try to be positive here, but sometimes you just need to let it all out.
As happy as I am that Todd decided to join beginner band, and tried out and made drums, I'm extremely frustrated by the band director's lack of communication with parents. We just found out that we have to also have to buy a set of bells along with the snare drum, both of which will sit at home for practice only. And, of course, his music books are more expensive than everyone else's.
Our 2nd car is broken and I can't afford to fix it.
Our central A/C is broken and I can't afford to fix it.
The A/C is about to go out on the van and I can't afford to fix it.
The van has lots of other problems and I can't afford to fix them.
I need to get rid of my chickens and ducks because, even though they're not a huge expense, they are an 'extra' expense.
I want to get rid of the dog. He's not happy here because he has to be tied up all the time. We have a wireless containment system but the collar needs a new battery. There again, an extra expense. And the poor dog can't even eat or have fresh water because the ducks and chickens take it over.
The cats need to just go away. They're causing more problems to the house that I can't afford to fix. But if I get rid of them, the mice will take over.
I'm tired. I'm tired of being responsible for everything.
1 comment:
I'm sorry you're having such a bad week. When it rains, it pours. We know that saying well. However, I just told you the other day about taking it step by step & handling one thing at a time. Try....TRY not to let everything collapse in on you at once. I am an expert at being crushed under so much stress. I had to learn the hard way about remembering to hand things over to Heavenly Father & having His help in digging my way out. Hang in there sis. I know it doesn't seem like it right now but it always gets better. :0)
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